Introduction MissMolly
I didn't know where else to post this because I don't have a "
blog" or anything, but -- I need prayers of strength. I am so busy and tired and spread thin. I feel so horrible asking for assistance when my health is basically good and I am in no spiritual crisis, but I constantly feel like I am
racing against myself and finding no minutes left in the day. Each morning, my BOM is lying next to me because I was trying to read a bit before going to bed to
find strength. I begin my Master's program in September and every day I get more information for that in the mail. By more information, I mean envelopes that are several inches thick that require a degree to understand on their own. Financial Aid, I am not even getting started with understanding. The thought of paying back these loans makes me feel sick and I can't even come close to looking at that. I have been interviewing for jobs in between this because I have been going to school full time and working with other Missionaries. As I posted in other threads, I am working very hard on my diet and excercise and that is going so well that I feel blessed. While it is not a complaint and Heavenly Father knows as I laugh now that I am not complaining, my clothes do not fit at all! I am going with friend to Salvation Army tomorrow to see if we can do some trading in sizes so we can at least not look like beggars when we go to Church and to homes. I used to have so much time to read through the threads and post and really enjoy a cup of tea and learning so much from all of you, and now I am lucky if I get to post even a little bit. My poor pet even died. I feel so bad for my e-pet. Poor thing. I am a bad pet owner

Thank goodness my real puppy fares better!
Also,
JB you said something about my Irish spirit. I am going "home" in August. 71 days from today. I wish I could bring you back something! I will be there for ten days. It will be so nice to be in County Kildare and relaxed without anything I have to do for a little bit of time. I have to go away next week for a class so I will be gone again. Last week I was in Boston. I am tired of driving and gas is expensive, thank goodness we pool together and get gas money ahead of time. Third interview for job tomorrow, if I get that things will definitely loosen up a lot. Prayers would be helpful, but please not at the expense of loved ones that are in need. I feel selfish.
Much love.
Molly.