Addiction Game Overcoming
You know it's sad when you google for "overcoming game addiction"
When you know that you're addicted and a small part of you can see the hole that your life is falling into. It's funny how I can sometimes get into these kicks and play all night long, go to class, go to work, play all night long, skip meals. Thing is the things I play are never the newest or best, it's just stuff that I find myself good at.
Funny when you look at my life and everyone that knows me is that I'm not a failure most of the time, I've "had" good grades, do great at work, have all sorts of prospects to look forward to but I find myself sucked back into games every once in a while and it never seems to be able to let go until I do something drastic like scratch the CD or duct-tape the thing.
Everything will be good for about 5 months and then it starts all over again!
The next test I guess will be wether my pharamcy school interview will be totally screwed by my recent game playing. I'm sitting here trying to finish an assignment given out a month ago, due tomorrow....so sad.
My fiance is so understanding, but I think eventually I will wake up and grow up. I doubt it will continue forever....at least I hope. no offense but I don't think being addicted to games when you're in your 40's will be the best for me. I probably need to go somewhere with no internet and no working computers...I remember the days when I used to outside for a walk....I really need to do that again!